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| she diesxtonight (9:04:28 PM): Erik, I can't do this. I can't sit here and pretend there is nothing wrong when it's blatantly obvious that there's something bugging you. I can't have a relationship with someone when we can only talk to eachother in monosyllables. So please tell me, so we can work this out.
Auto response from notherdayNtheFLA (9:04:28 PM): away
notherdayNtheFLA returned at 9:31:19 PM.
she diesxtonight (9:48:21 PM): :-\
she diesxtonight (9:58:59 PM): Okay. I get the hint.
notherdayNtheFLA (10:16:26 PM): ya youre right, we do. i just dont know what todo.
Auto response from she diesxtonight (10:16:26 PM): Grey's Anatomy
notherdayNtheFLA is away at 10:16:41 PM.
she diesxtonight (10:27:34 PM): Well.
Auto response from notherdayNtheFLA (10:27:35 PM): away
she diesxtonight (10:27:53 PM): We can start by telling me what you're thinking
she diesxtonight (10:37:45 PM): And we can go from there
she diesxtonight (10:38:38 PM): But we're never going to get anywhere
she diesxtonight (10:38:42 PM): by not talking
she diesxtonight (10:38:53 PM): or just talking to an away message because it's less personable.
she diesxtonight (10:39:43 PM): or by ignoring eachother hoping it'll just go away, and everything will be ok. because it won't.
she diesxtonight (10:51:08 PM): but we can fix this.
Auto response from notherdayNtheFLA (10:51:08 PM): away
she diesxtonight (10:51:14 PM): whatever it is
she diesxtonight (10:51:53 PM): but you have to tell me what it is that's bothering you.
she diesxtonight (11:07:45 PM): but i love you
Auto response from notherdayNtheFLA (11:07:46 PM): away
she diesxtonight (11:07:51 PM): more than anything
she diesxtonight (11:08:03 PM): and I don't want to lose you.
she diesxtonight (11:08:10 PM): and I don't want you to be miserable.
notherdayNtheFLA returned at 11:37:14 PM.
notherdayNtheFLA (11:43:37 PM): i dont know
she diesxtonight (11:44:45 PM): :-\
she diesxtonight (11:46:57 PM): well
she diesxtonight (11:47:01 PM): what do you know
notherdayNtheFLA (11:48:16 PM): that i dont know waht todo
she diesxtonight (11:48:24 PM): haha
she diesxtonight (11:48:28 PM): ok
notherdayNtheFLA (11:48:48 PM): well
she diesxtonight (11:51:29 PM):
she diesxtonight (11:55:09 PM): Are you still mad at me?
notherdayNtheFLA (11:55:17 PM): its not that im mad
she diesxtonight (11:55:44 PM): but are you
notherdayNtheFLA (11:56:06 PM): not mad
she diesxtonight (11:56:12 PM): Ok
she diesxtonight (11:56:23 PM): Are you still confused on why i was mad?
notherdayNtheFLA (11:56:27 PM): its just really shitty
notherdayNtheFLA (11:56:51 PM): you were being such a bitch to me
notherdayNtheFLA (11:56:59 PM): and im not calling you a bitch
she diesxtonight (11:57:05 PM): Erik, I've cried all weekend.
notherdayNtheFLA (11:57:17 PM): but did you really think i wanted to hang out
notherdayNtheFLA (11:57:19 PM): at all
she diesxtonight (11:57:25 PM): no
notherdayNtheFLA (11:57:26 PM): when you got pissed at me?
notherdayNtheFLA (11:57:30 PM): hell no
notherdayNtheFLA (11:57:37 PM): because
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:06 PM): i never said i wouldnt see you
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:09 PM): and plus
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:13 PM): i dont fuckin sellout
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:20 PM): my friends
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:31 PM): if you havent noticed
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:34 PM): im sorry
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:45 PM): im not eric
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:48 PM): im not andrew
she diesxtonight (11:58:48 PM): I did notice
notherdayNtheFLA (11:58:52 PM): im not any of those faggots
she diesxtonight (11:59:03 PM): but do you know you said you'd come see me friday night
notherdayNtheFLA (11:59:14 PM): and the fact that you were pissed at me, when i told you that we were gonna hang out
notherdayNtheFLA (11:59:21 PM): was ridiculous
notherdayNtheFLA (11:59:30 PM): and i dont want to deal with shit like that
she diesxtonight (11:59:39 PM): Ok
notherdayNtheFLA (11:59:49 PM): esp when you blamed it on you being on the rag
notherdayNtheFLA (11:59:53 PM): tahts even worse
she diesxtonight (11:59:55 PM): I'm not mad at you for wanting to be with your friends
she diesxtonight (12:00:12 AM): but I was mad at you for saying you'd do one thing
notherdayNtheFLA (12:00:13 AM): because now i have to worry about you flip shit on me
she diesxtonight (12:00:23 AM): and then turned around and did another
notherdayNtheFLA (12:00:26 AM): every fuckin month
she diesxtonight (12:00:30 AM): No
she diesxtonight (12:00:38 AM): Has it ever been like that
she diesxtonight (12:00:40 AM): before
notherdayNtheFLA (12:00:52 AM): you were mean to me before
notherdayNtheFLA (12:00:57 AM): i just pushed it aside
notherdayNtheFLA (12:01:18 AM): but we have only been dating like 2 months
she diesxtonight (12:01:24 AM): Don't do that
she diesxtonight (12:01:32 AM): don't push something aside
she diesxtonight (12:01:38 AM): because I don't know I'm doing it
she diesxtonight (12:01:44 AM): and if you don't tell me, it's not going to change.
notherdayNtheFLA (12:01:46 AM): and if thats how 2 months is, how is 4 or 5
she diesxtonight (12:03:04 AM): Ok?
notherdayNtheFLA (12:03:59 AM): and i dont know what tod
notherdayNtheFLA (12:04:03 AM): because youre awesome
she diesxtonight (12:06:29 AM): i have panic attacks. i need a heart valve transplant. i have serious complications with my autonomic system. I have terrible cramps. I have absolutely no self-esteem. my mom is verbally and phsyically abusive.
she diesxtonight (12:06:39 AM): which means
she diesxtonight (12:06:40 AM): I'm a mess
she diesxtonight (12:07:03 AM): But if you don't want to be with me
she diesxtonight (12:07:07 AM): I will understand
she diesxtonight (12:07:27 AM): Trust me, it isnt the first time.
notherdayNtheFLA (12:07:31 AM): i know
notherdayNtheFLA (12:07:33 AM): im sorry
notherdayNtheFLA (12:07:38 AM): for all of that
notherdayNtheFLA (12:07:46 AM): i cant change any of that
she diesxtonight (12:07:53 AM): I know you can't.
she diesxtonight (12:07:56 AM): and I don't expect you to.
notherdayNtheFLA (12:08:03 AM): i dont live the greatest stress free life
notherdayNtheFLA (12:08:16 AM): but i saw ftw, and just let it go
she diesxtonight (12:08:56 AM): but
she diesxtonight (12:09:28 AM): will you just hear me out
she diesxtonight (12:09:50 AM): about what my thinking process was this weekend
she diesxtonight (12:10:00 AM): even if it completely ridiculous and insane
notherdayNtheFLA (12:10:30 AM): i did
notherdayNtheFLA (12:10:32 AM): but yes
notherdayNtheFLA (12:10:34 AM): i will
she diesxtonight (12:10:53 AM): you did, but you kept saying the same thing which lead me to believe you didn't fully understand
she diesxtonight (12:17:37 AM): You told me you'd come over friday night on wednesday. Thursday morning, you already had new plans. Which made me think, you don't want to be around me and that your friends are far more important. even though, you seemed shocked that I didn't want to be involved in those plans. and it's not that I didn't want to be, trust me, I would have loved to. but I couldn't. and don't get me wrong, I don't want you to ever ditch your friends for me. but I felt that you had ditched me, because you did say you'd come over.
she diesxtonight (12:20:19 AM): and I cried to my mom thursday night telling her that I didn't think you want to be around me.
she diesxtonight (12:21:19 AM): or that you cared at all
she diesxtonight (12:22:21 AM): and you were right
she diesxtonight (12:22:28 AM): i didn't handle things very well
she diesxtonight (12:23:23 AM): and I'm sorry
she diesxtonight (12:28:19 AM): Okay
she diesxtonight (12:28:19 AM): well
she diesxtonight (12:28:32 AM): obviously this isn't going anywhere
she diesxtonight (12:30:15 AM): and since you don't know what to do
she diesxtonight (12:30:46 AM): but I think you really do know
she diesxtonight (12:30:51 AM): I'll just go out on a limb
she diesxtonight (12:30:57 AM): and say you want to break up.
she diesxtonight (12:31:30 AM): and that's fine.
she diesxtonight (12:31:35 AM): I don't want you to be miserable
she diesxtonight (12:31:39 AM): and if I make you miserable
she diesxtonight (12:31:50 AM): then we obviously shouldn't be together.
she diesxtonight (12:33:59 AM): Okay then.
she diesxtonight (12:34:13 AM): I guess that's it then.
she diesxtonight (12:34:42 AM): I'm really sorry for everything.
notherdayNtheFLA (12:35:38 AM): ?
she diesxtonight (12:36:25 AM): Why a question mark
notherdayNtheFLA (12:36:45 AM): nothin
she diesxtonight (12:36:53 AM): ok..
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:06 AM): i didnt really want you rbeak up with you
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:08 AM): but
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:11 AM): i guess youre right
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:17 AM): i like you
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:18 AM): alot
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:21 AM): alot alot
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:38 AM): but right now i dont have any motivation to see you, and thats dick
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:44 AM): i was so like frustrated
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:48 AM): after thurs-fri night
notherdayNtheFLA (12:37:51 AM): i didnt know what to think
notherdayNtheFLA (12:38:07 AM): and non of that really changes my feeling
notherdayNtheFLA (12:38:08 AM): s
notherdayNtheFLA (12:38:11 AM): but
notherdayNtheFLA (12:38:49 AM): and im sure youre tellin all your friends this very minute, im such an asshole
she diesxtonight (12:38:52 AM): no
notherdayNtheFLA (12:38:56 AM): casting me off like the rest of your exs
she diesxtonight (12:38:58 AM): I'm not talking to anyone
she diesxtonight (12:39:03 AM): erik I love you
notherdayNtheFLA (12:39:12 AM): blowing any chance of anything
she diesxtonight (12:39:30 AM): I want us to work this out
she diesxtonight (12:39:42 AM): but when you don't say anything
she diesxtonight (12:39:45 AM): for 20 minutes
notherdayNtheFLA (12:39:57 AM): i just dont know what to say
notherdayNtheFLA (12:39:59 AM): you know?
notherdayNtheFLA (12:40:06 AM): i dont want to be apart
notherdayNtheFLA (12:40:14 AM): but we sholdnt stay together
notherdayNtheFLA (12:40:17 AM): if i dont want to see you
notherdayNtheFLA (12:40:19 AM): its not fair to you
notherdayNtheFLA (12:40:29 AM): and its not right
notherdayNtheFLA (12:40:41 AM): i do want to see you, its not like that
notherdayNtheFLA (12:41:10 AM): and im sorry for being a dick, asshole wahtever you want
notherdayNtheFLA (12:41:21 AM): i want gonna argue with you
notherdayNtheFLA (12:41:23 AM): around my friends
notherdayNtheFLA (12:41:27 AM): on my sidekick
notherdayNtheFLA (12:41:46 AM): or while im intoxicated
she diesxtonight (12:42:16 AM): :-\
she diesxtonight (12:42:44 AM): can we just put this behind us
notherdayNtheFLA (12:43:54 AM): what do you mean
notherdayNtheFLA (12:44:21 AM): she diesxtonight (11:59:17 PM): don't push something aside
notherdayNtheFLA (12:44:36 AM): :-\
she diesxtonight (12:44:40 AM): ok
she diesxtonight (12:44:48 AM): so i contradicted myself
she diesxtonight (12:45:13 AM): I don't want us to break up.
she diesxtonight (12:45:17 AM): and you don't want us to.
she diesxtonight (12:45:31 AM): and just because we get into a fight
she diesxtonight (12:45:34 AM): doesn't mean we have to
notherdayNtheFLA (12:45:45 AM): no
notherdayNtheFLA (12:45:50 AM): but when i dont really want to be around you
she diesxtonight (12:46:17 AM): well
she diesxtonight (12:46:23 AM): if you really don't want to be around me
she diesxtonight (12:46:29 AM): at all
notherdayNtheFLA (12:46:36 AM): i dont want it to be a permanent thing
notherdayNtheFLA (12:46:37 AM): but
she diesxtonight (12:46:43 AM): I can't make you feel something
she diesxtonight (12:46:48 AM): you don't want to feel
she diesxtonight (12:46:58 AM): and i can't make you want me
notherdayNtheFLA (12:46:59 AM): i cant you know, pick and choose how life rolls
notherdayNtheFLA (12:47:09 AM): its non of that tho
she diesxtonight (12:49:20 AM): then what is it
she diesxtonight (12:49:24 AM): because I don't understand
notherdayNtheFLA (12:49:31 AM): i dont know
notherdayNtheFLA (12:49:36 AM): thats why i said i didnt know what todo
she diesxtonight (12:50:34 AM): is there someone else
notherdayNtheFLA (12:50:46 AM): um...
notherdayNtheFLA (12:50:50 AM): youre serious?
she diesxtonight (12:50:53 AM): no
notherdayNtheFLA (12:50:56 AM): mk
notherdayNtheFLA (12:50:58 AM): whatever
she diesxtonight (12:50:58 AM): I'm just trying to understand
notherdayNtheFLA (12:51:02 AM): fuck that
she diesxtonight (12:51:04 AM): no
she diesxtonight (12:51:09 AM): don't get mad at me
she diesxtonight (12:51:12 AM): for asking a question
notherdayNtheFLA (12:51:16 AM): thats prettty shitty
she diesxtonight (12:51:20 AM): I don't think you're cheating on me
notherdayNtheFLA (12:51:25 AM): o, "is there someone else"
she diesxtonight (12:51:30 AM): and I don't think you'd be that kind of person
she diesxtonight (12:51:40 AM): but I know I am a pain in the ass to deal with
she diesxtonight (12:51:52 AM): I know it's frustrating
she diesxtonight (12:51:55 AM): when I don't have a car
she diesxtonight (12:51:57 AM): or a license now
she diesxtonight (12:52:01 AM): or now a job
she diesxtonight (12:52:04 AM): and I live far away
she diesxtonight (12:52:15 AM): and I have all these medical problems that limit me.
she diesxtonight (12:52:37 AM): and I know that I have a bit of a personality that isn't the easiest to get along with
she diesxtonight (12:53:24 AM): and it's not that I think of you that way
she diesxtonight (12:53:29 AM): it's that I see myself as a nuissance
she diesxtonight (12:54:12 AM): and I could see where I would be driving you away
she diesxtonight (12:54:15 AM): from me
she diesxtonight (12:54:29 AM): so please don't think I'm accusing you
she diesxtonight (12:55:41 AM): Ok?
she diesxtonight (12:56:50 AM): and everyone else cheated on me
she diesxtonight (12:57:07 AM): so I can fully see why you would too
she diesxtonight (12:57:18 AM): I'm sorry if that was out of line
she diesxtonight (12:57:39 AM): I didn't mean for it to be like that
she diesxtonight (12:58:13 AM): please talk
she diesxtonight (12:59:12 AM): Please.
notherdayNtheFLA (12:59:45 AM): i just dont fuckin understand that
notherdayNtheFLA (1:00:15 AM): ...
she diesxtonight (1:00:43 AM): everyone that I have ever dated has cheated on me.
she diesxtonight (1:00:53 AM): I'm not trying to say that you're anything like them
she diesxtonight (1:01:06 AM): but what I'm saying is maybe it's all my fault
she diesxtonight (1:01:08 AM): why they do
she diesxtonight (1:01:16 AM): and maybe I'm doing it again to you
notherdayNtheFLA (1:01:20 AM): thats just fucked up
she diesxtonight (1:01:29 AM): what is
she diesxtonight (1:03:06 AM): that I'm asking you in the worst words possible that if I'm driving you away
she diesxtonight (1:03:14 AM): because I realize that I worded that
she diesxtonight (1:03:19 AM): absolutely horrible
notherdayNtheFLA (1:04:13 AM): if you think this is because im not gettin laid, i could careless
notherdayNtheFLA (1:04:24 AM): ya we havent fooled around that much
notherdayNtheFLA (1:04:24 AM): ok
she diesxtonight (1:04:28 AM): no
she diesxtonight (1:04:33 AM): that isn't what I was saying
notherdayNtheFLA (1:04:38 AM): most of the time we dont have the chance
notherdayNtheFLA (1:04:40 AM): so
notherdayNtheFLA (1:04:44 AM): thats just lame
she diesxtonight (1:05:30 AM): erik I'm asking you if I'm driving you insane
she diesxtonight (1:05:36 AM): because I'm so fucking needy
she diesxtonight (1:05:50 AM): and that maybe I'm not helping you at all
she diesxtonight (1:06:06 AM): and maybe I'm not giving you what you need, emotionally, mentally or physically
she diesxtonight (1:06:14 AM): because of my own problems
she diesxtonight (1:06:22 AM): because I'm self-centered
she diesxtonight (1:06:26 AM): and needy
she diesxtonight (1:08:38 AM): but
she diesxtonight (1:08:42 AM): i care for you
notherdayNtheFLA (1:08:45 AM): its not really any of that
she diesxtonight (1:08:48 AM): and I would do anything for you
notherdayNtheFLA (1:08:50 AM): because i realized that
notherdayNtheFLA (1:08:54 AM): but it didnt really bother me
she diesxtonight (1:09:33 AM): and if you told me
she diesxtonight (1:09:36 AM): there was something wrong
she diesxtonight (1:09:45 AM): i would do everything
she diesxtonight (1:09:48 AM): to fix it
notherdayNtheFLA (1:10:13 AM): dont say that
notherdayNtheFLA (1:10:16 AM): im nothing special
she diesxtonight (1:10:22 AM): yes you are erik
notherdayNtheFLA (1:10:24 AM): fuck that
she diesxtonight (1:10:28 AM): do you not see what you just said
she diesxtonight (1:10:40 AM): notherdayNtheFLA (1:08:50 AM): because i realized that
notherdayNtheFLA (1:08:54 AM): but it didnt really bother me
notherdayNtheFLA (1:10:54 AM): ?
she diesxtonight (1:11:06 AM): erik let me spell this out for you
she diesxtonight (1:11:17 AM): my dad left me and wants nothing to do with me when I was little.
she diesxtonight (1:11:26 AM): every guy I've dated cheated on me.
she diesxtonight (1:11:28 AM): I was raped.
she diesxtonight (1:11:41 AM): I've been walked all over
she diesxtonight (1:11:50 AM): for everything I have
she diesxtonight (1:11:59 AM): I don't let people in
she diesxtonight (1:12:03 AM): because I'm scared of them
she diesxtonight (1:12:36 AM): but then there's you
she diesxtonight (1:13:03 AM): who doesn't care about any of that or the fact that I'm a little crazy.
she diesxtonight (1:13:05 AM): so yes
she diesxtonight (1:13:07 AM): you are special
she diesxtonight (1:13:10 AM): you are amazing
she diesxtonight (1:13:25 AM): and I would try to change everything in your life
she diesxtonight (1:13:29 AM): so your life is perfect
she diesxtonight (1:13:35 AM): because i love you
she diesxtonight (1:14:47 AM): and not just because you listen to against me
she diesxtonight (1:14:59 AM): or do silly things
she diesxtonight (1:15:10 AM): like drive 40 minutes to spend a couple hours with me
she diesxtonight (1:15:31 AM): when gas is like $10 a gallon
she diesxtonight (1:15:51 AM): or peel my back when my skin is flaking off
she diesxtonight (1:16:00 AM): or put lotion on it so it won't itch anymore
she diesxtonight (1:16:17 AM): those just make me love you more.
she diesxtonight (1:16:29 AM): but i love everything there is about you
she diesxtonight (1:16:57 AM): and you mean the world to me
she diesxtonight (1:17:07 AM): so don't you ever
she diesxtonight (1:17:12 AM): say that you're nothing special
she diesxtonight (1:17:16 AM): because you are
she diesxtonight (1:17:30 AM): and if you weren't
she diesxtonight (1:17:35 AM): I wouldn't have spent the entire weekend
she diesxtonight (1:17:38 AM): crying my eyes out
she diesxtonight (1:17:39 AM): ok?
she diesxtonight (1:17:53 AM): Do you get it?
notherdayNtheFLA (1:20:03 AM): not really
notherdayNtheFLA (1:20:09 AM): its just normal stuff
she diesxtonight (1:20:25 AM): no
she diesxtonight (1:20:35 AM): it's not just normal stuff
she diesxtonight (1:20:42 AM): because nobody else
she diesxtonight (1:20:45 AM): would do any of that
she diesxtonight (1:20:46 AM): for me
she diesxtonight (1:21:23 AM): fuck
she diesxtonight (1:21:26 AM): nobody else would date me
she diesxtonight (1:21:30 AM): if they weren't getting laid
she diesxtonight (1:21:34 AM): every time they saw me
she diesxtonight (1:21:41 AM): or if I wasn't on my knees giving them head
she diesxtonight (1:21:52 AM): or in some way, degrading myself for their own gratification.
she diesxtonight (1:21:58 AM): so no erik
she diesxtonight (1:22:03 AM): it's not just normal stuff
she diesxtonight (1:23:16 AM): but please
she diesxtonight (1:23:36 AM): if I'm pissing you off, offending you, bugging you, or something
she diesxtonight (1:23:41 AM): I won't ever know
she diesxtonight (1:23:44 AM): unless you tell me
she diesxtonight (1:23:47 AM): and I promise
she diesxtonight (1:23:49 AM): on my life
she diesxtonight (1:23:52 AM): that I won't flip out on you
she diesxtonight (1:23:59 AM): because I'm asking you to tell me
she diesxtonight (1:24:10 AM): and it doesn't matter when you tell me.
she diesxtonight (1:24:14 AM): as long as you tell me
she diesxtonight (1:24:35 AM): and I promise
she diesxtonight (1:24:44 AM): I will look at everything
she diesxtonight (1:24:49 AM): from your perspective
she diesxtonight (1:24:58 AM): before i raise my voice or get upset
she diesxtonight (1:25:32 AM): Okay?
notherdayNtheFLA (1:26:19 AM): yes
she diesxtonight (1:27:11 AM): Ok.
she diesxtonight (1:27:19 AM): Do you understand now
she diesxtonight (1:27:38 AM): that you're everything to me?
she diesxtonight (1:31:18 AM): and if you don't want to see me
she diesxtonight (1:31:20 AM): that's fine
she diesxtonight (1:31:23 AM): I don't understand why
she diesxtonight (1:31:35 AM): but I won't continue to question you about it
she diesxtonight (1:32:06 AM): you know where i live
she diesxtonight (1:32:10 AM): so when the time comes
she diesxtonight (1:32:15 AM): that you do want to see me
she diesxtonight (1:32:37 AM): I will more than likely be here, because I have nowhere else to go.
she diesxtonight (1:33:08 AM): and if you don't want to talk to me
she diesxtonight (1:33:18 AM): for whatever reason
she diesxtonight (1:33:21 AM): you don't have to
she diesxtonight (1:33:38 AM): I'll leave you alone, and I won't IM you, I won't call you, and I won't text you.
notherdayNtheFLA (1:34:15 AM): Don't be reyarded
notherdayNtheFLA (1:34:20 AM): Retarded
she diesxtonight (1:34:43 AM): I'm not trying to be?
she diesxtonight (1:34:55 AM): you said you don't want to see me
she diesxtonight (1:35:11 AM): and I'm sure you wouldn't want to talk to someone that you don't want to see?
she diesxtonight (1:35:56 AM): I was just saying that I'll leave you alone. and when you know what it is that you want to do, you know how to get ahold of me.
she diesxtonight (1:42:40 AM): ok
she diesxtonight (1:42:42 AM): ?
notherdayNtheFLA signed off at 3:24:16 AM.
she diesxtonight: but you know what they say
she diesxtonight: if you love someone, let them go.
she diesxtonight: if they don't come back, it wasn't meant to be.
englishyounasty: its true
englishyounasty: it hurts
englishyounasty: but its true
she diesxtonight: so I'm letting him go
englishyounasty: its your choice
she diesxtonight: there's not much else i can do.
englishyounasty: i guess...im sorry hun
she diesxtonight: It's ok
she diesxtonight: it isn't the first time
she diesxtonight: and i'm sure it won't be the last
she diesxtonight: I'll just drink myself into oblivion, and I'll be fine.
englishyounasty: dont do dat
englishyounasty: vent to me
englishyounasty: youll be fine
she diesxtonight: haha
she diesxtonight: but drinking solves everything
she diesxtonight: i swear
englishyounasty: o i agree
englishyounasty: trust me
englishyounasty: your preaching to the choir
englishyounasty: but if you're getting drunk im getting drunk with you
she diesxtonight: haha ok
englishyounasty: haha i cant believe im gonna get drunk at 4am
she diesxtonight: ew wait
she diesxtonight: I only have vodka
she diesxtonight: and fuck that
englishyounasty: alright fine
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| I was just kidding, I love boys.
I just hating knowing them beyond any sexual interactions.
Because they aren't worth a damn when it comes to relationships.
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| I'm moving to my new apartment this afternoon.
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